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3 years...

“Things do not get any easier, they just get different .” I have found myself saying this statement a lot this month to my friends and family. I am still in awe that it has been three years. Sometimes it feels like it was yesterday and other times it feels like it never happened. My heart continues to be full knowing I was a part of his journey and the months leading to the end of his life on earth . There is nothing on this course I would ever change considering I learned so much from him. We cannot change the cards that are dealt but rather tighten our grip on them. You can loosen your fingers and let them drop or you can rearrange their order and your perception of them. John’s birthday, his passing and my birthday are all lumped within a two week span. For the rest of my life, I will continue to have these anniversaries and there is nothing that can be done to change the past. As time continues to go on in my life, new found details of my youth and adding beautiful souls arou